To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die;a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

— Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

It may be cold, but at least it’s dark.

We turned the clocks back this past week.  The shadows here in New England begin to fall by mid-afternoon.

I rail against it.

Some find the dark cozy and embracing.  They relish the long evenings in front of the fire. They embrace the dark.

I hate it.

I love the Alaska Range in the summer: the long endless days and the midnight sun.  I’d jump from a bridge if I lived there in the winter.

Of course, many folks have taken care of this by moving to places like Southern California, or Belize.  And there are many more who embrace the changing seasons with greater equanimity than I.

But the seasons of change can be another matter altogether.

Most all of us get used to our routines.  Constancy is safe. Secure.

We like predictability.

Anything that disrupts the status quo is, well, disruptive.

We fight change.  Yet change is really the only constant.  It is the rhythm of things. High tide and low; ’til death do us part, or sooner; daytime and night;  in sickness and in health; drought and flood; in good times and in bad; carry days and rest days; generativity and the dark night of the soul.

The legendary Jim Rohn taught so eloquently on the seasons of life:  The seasons always come, Rohn said.  “You cannot change the seasons but you can change yourself.”

Winters always come.  And there are all kinds of them, Rohn said. “There are economic winters, when the financial wolves are at the door; there are physical winters, when our health is shot; there are personal winters when our heart is smashed to pieces.”

Use winter to get stronger, wiser, better.  Get ready for the Spring, Rohn said.  It always follows winter.

“Opportunity follows difficulty.”  Take advantage of the Spring.  Till the earth.  Plant.

In the Summer, nourish and protect.   “Every garden must be defended in the summer,” Rohn taught.  The garden of values – social, political, marital commercial-  the garden of ideas, the garden of all that is good. Be on watch over your garden in the summer.

Reap what you have sown in the fall.  Take responsibility for what you did not sow, for what you did not protect.  But celebrate the harvest.  “Learn to welcome the fall without apology or complaint,” Rohn said.

Embrace the seasons of our lives.  Know them. Use them.

Why do we fight so what is so?

To be with change, to be in its flow; to experience the shifting sands with open hands and open hearts.  To have the courage to accept and say: “and this too.”  Cherish this challenge. It is all we really have.

The seeds of new life blow on the cold winds of November. Winter will come.  But so will Spring.  It is the rhythm of things.

To live fully, deeply into each season of our lives: this is what we are called to do.

Every year we have been witness to it: how the world descends

into a rich mash, in order that it may resume.  And  therefore who would cry out

to the petals on the ground to stay,  knowing as we must, how the vivacity of what was is married

to the vitality of what will be?  I  don’t say it’s easy, but what else will do

if the love one claims to have for the world be true?  So let us go on

though the sun be swinging east, and the ponds be cold and black and the sweets of the year be doomed.

— Mary Oliver

“What’s next?” the woman in the third row asked.

I always get this question.

The Denali show draws the athlete and the adventurer, the curious and the courageous, the fanatical and the frail.

They all want to know, “What’s next?”

I have to admit to a certain sense of anxiety and restlessness:  I’m not quite sure yet what’s next.  Sure, we’ve discussed the climb in Patagonia.  Ann is keen on the highest mountain in Greenland.  Talk of the Big E, Everest, looms large.

But there’s nothing firmly on the drawing board.

For me, a next is necessary.

Next is our creative soul. It is the stuff of dreams.  It is the spark that kindles our imaginations. It is what enlivens us and drives us forward.

Without a next, there would have been no Einstein or Newton; no Franklin or Michelangelo; no Shackleton or Mallory or Armstrong.

Without a next, there would be no Hawkins or Gates or Jobs or Zuckerberg.

Without a next, there can be no art or music or literature; no cure for cancer; no vision of a better tomorrow, for ourselves, or for those we love.

Next is the divine living within us.

But we dwell in the now; and not the next.  And that’s the bind, isn’t it?

A colleague of mine died suddenly this past week.  Fifty-one years old.  Wife, children, family, friends all left to grieve in the overwhelming shadow of no next.

All we really have is this moment.  Here. Now.

The not next.

Ann and I get so caught up in our creative lives; our writing, our art.  We get lost in our studio for hours and days.  Our minds swirl with thoughts and plans and hopes and dreams; with projects and business plans and marketing concepts; with mountains to climb and oceans to cross.

And all of us lose our days in “I can’t wait ’til Friday” and “whaddya doin’ next weekend,” and “where ya goin’ for the holidays.” And will the shopping get done and the bills get paid and the groceries get shopped and will the house get cleaned and what about the lawn.

Rocketing forward to the next.  And not stopping long enough to appreciate the grandeur before our very eyes. To watch the sunrise, to feel the wind on our face, to listen to the crunch of the snow beneath our feet.  To know and hold the presence of our child or our lover.

If next is a glimpse of our divinity, then living wholly in the now is our full humanity.

How hard it is to get that balance right.  To be truly present.  To celebrate all that we have, and all that we are.

But how critical a task. Because that’s all there is.

To be be fully present and, at the same time, to be fully engaged in our creative genius is the razor’s edge of the Journey well-lived.

It is the universal struggle.

T. S. Eliot understood that it is only thorough unceasing exploration that we come to know ourselves.

Dorothy discovered that the Emerald City had always been within her.  But only after a very long hike.

“From here on, you will be alone,” the alchemist said.  You are only three hours from the Pyramids.”

“Thank you,” said the boy.  “You taught me the Language of the World.”

“I only invoked what you already knew,” Coelho’s Alchemist replied.

We are full and complete and enough just as we are.  And yet we yearn.

Our lives are abundant.  And yet we want for more.

The Journey and the Dream.  The next and the not next.

One cannot exist without the other.

Even in Kyoto,

Hearing the cuckoo’s cry

I long for Kyoto.

— The Zen poet Basho

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When the student is ready, the teacher will appear.

— Buddhist Proverb

I love to try to wrestle things to the ground.  It is in my nature.

Last week, I wrote about struggle.  Mine and everyone else’s. But what I came to learn – yes once again – is that struggling is optional.

Often, all we need to do is to stop.  Let go.

And ask.

On a recent morning, as I struggled to bring form and clarity to the work I do, I journaled: “Please, show who my next teacher is… .”  Days later, as I wandered aimlessly on Facebook, I clicked on the page of a Friend by the name of Patrick Combs.  (Patrick is powerful, inspiring and innovative.  If you are unfamiliar with him, run – don’t walk – to discover the cutting edge transformational work he does.) On his Wall that day, he had an invitation: a single ticket to join him as his guest at an event in San Diego entitled Big Mission, Big Sales, Big Life with Lisa Sasevich.

Now, I’d never met Patrick.  I had never heard of Lisa.  The conference was 3000 miles away.  I had a full office schedule and a full docket of pending cases.

And only days later, I was across the country standing in a meeting room with 400 people I didn’t know. Dazed and confused, I had no idea why I was there.

I knew only that I was supposed to be there.

In the middle of the first day, out of the crowd, appeared a woman in full stride who walked up and introduced herself to me.  She was looking for a student.  She would become my teacher. Unbeknownst to me, she also knew Patrick, who knew she was looking for a student, but who had no idea that we would ever connect.

From those three days came information and ideas and tools and relationships and opportunities and transformations that I had never imagined were possible.  And a wonderful wise teacher who will journey with me as I bring new purpose to my work. And the vision of exciting and generative work in the days and months ahead.

I had a hundred excuses – all thoughtful and rational – why jumping on an airplane was an inconvenient, if not dumb, idea. Instead, I went for an incredible ride.

There is the old adage “jump and the net will appear.”  But how hard it is to jump.   How challenging it is to hear what our intuitions whisper to us.  How we fight what our bodies call out to us.  Time and time again we endeavor to “muscle” our way through only to end up exhausted, depleted, and deadened; and wondering why we cannot find the answers.

Having a brain can be an impediment.  Often it gets in the way of our heart.  And our heart always knows the way.

The answers are nearer than near.  If we but inquire of the Universe, they will be shown to us.

To ask, to listen, to trust.

And then to act, even when we’re not sure where the ride might take us.

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Fall down seven times, get up eight times.

— Japanese Proverb

I have struggled over the last couple of weeks.  There have been so many challenges. (Don’t you love that euphemism?) Work challenges, travel challenges, financial challenges, family challenges.  In that constant, unending, “will this ever fucking let up” kind of way.

On a recent morning, I wondered whether any of my mentors, my idols, my heroes ever woke up and said, “Shit, another day of struggle ahead.”  Folks like Jack Canfield, Tony Robbins, Robin Sharma.  The motivators, the great inspirational speakers of our time.  Do they struggle? Or are there just certain enlightened folks who roll out of bed with a smile and unbendable optimism every single day?

I’m not sure. But my suspicion is that everybody struggles.

And that it’s timeless too.

This is the story they tell:  A young mother came to the Buddha’s door.  In her arms was the dead body of her infant.  With tears streaming down her face, she begged the Buddha to restore her child’s life.  The Buddha instructed her that if she were able to bring to him a mustard seed from the home of someone who had never suffered any loss, that he would be able to bring her infant back to life.  Frantically she searched only to discover what all of us already know to be true.

Dante Alighieri’s masterpiece begins:  “In the middle of the journey of our life, I came to myself, in a dark wood, where the direct way was lost. It is a hard thing to speak of, how wild, harsh and impenetrable that wood was, so that thinking of it recreates the fear. It is scarcely less bitter than death: but, in order to tell of the good that I found there, I must tell of the other things I saw there.”

Colonel Sanders was turned down 300 times before anyone endorsed his dream.  Jack Canfield’s Chicken Soup for the Soul was rejected 130 times before it went on to form the cornerstone of a multi-million dollar conglomerate.  Tony Robbins spoke to a room of four people when he first began his mission.  Sylvester Stallone had to sell his dog in order to put food on his table while he peddled Rocky.

Mother Theresa shared with her biographer the dark night of her own soul – her doubts, her loneliness, her search for the God she could not see – that stretched on for decades.  Imagine that: Mother Theresa lost and struggling.

A client of mine was shot in the line of duty.  His surgery required a temporary colostomy. When his “plumbing” was hooked back up, he had a difficult time “going” again.  His sister, as an “inspirational” gift, bought him the wonderful children’s potty training book Everyone Poops.

An excellent reminder.

Everyone searches.

Everyone struggles. Everyone poops.

As with one, so the other.  Ya’ just need to keep on goin.’

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It accelerated through the col; seventy, eighty miles per hour. I leaned against a rock to brace myself.  The front had finally passed. The air was fresh and clean and cold. A hundred feet above, the ground turned to rime ice and snow.  A Columbus Day gift.  We retreated to the safety of the trees, laughing at the antics of the wind.

Standing on the high ridges – feeling the wind on my face – has always renewed me. It is there that I am re-created.  It is there that my spirit finds rest.

Many of us retreat into the wilderness to renew ourselves.  I fear that it may become a lost art.

I love email for the ease of communication.  Google is nothing short of astounding as a research tool. I am able to maintain relationships across the decades and around the world through Facebook.

The hand-eye coordination required by electronic gaming will inspire the next generation of micro-surgeons.  Computer savvy teens will create new technology beyond our wildest imaginations. Internet marketing will re-invent our economy.

But something fundamental fails us as we hurdle into these virtual worlds.

This appeared recently in the Investors Business Daily:  “Web sites where users interact in virtual worlds are growing in popularity, particularly among the young. User accounts have topped 1 billion, up from 650 million a year ago, according to a survey by KZero. Virtual worlds are computer-generated environments, like Second Life, where users construct avatar characters to interact with users.  Children ages 10 -15 account for 46% of users, followed by 15-25 year olds with 29%.”

And within days, this:  “The U.S. ‘virtual  goods’ market will hit $2.1 billion next year, up 31% from $1.6 billion this year, according to research firm Inside Network. Social online network games like Facebook’s ‘FarmVille’ and ‘Mafia Wars’ are leading the trend, the report said. Players of these social games pay real money for digitally animated items, such as plants and tractors in ‘FarmVille.’ that help them further develop their digital creations, earning the respect and praise of their Facebook friends. Facebook’s massive base of 500 million users also fuels sales for the games.”

At dinner one night, my friend Bob wondered aloud whether his grand-children would know – whether they would have the capacity to know – the joy he finds in retreating to the woods.

Virtual worlds will rob us of our ability to know the Wonder of what is Real.  They will leave us orphaned.

To walk the earth.  To know the woods.  To feel the wind. To touch each other. These are the things that ground us.

I guess I’m with Madonna.  I’m a material guy.